I do...

I don't even know where to start with this entry, i don't at all. Ok so everyone think of the most jealous guy you know O_o got him in mind?K.Anyway. Ryan and i stopped talking again. Forever, this time.If you know our history, cool, then you know what i'm talking about, if not. then.. you won't get this.I'm just hurt. I have an amazing guy in my life, and the kid cannot be happy for me. Instead he gets so jealous, and so rude. This isnt the first time either, i was sick of it months ago.. But last night... I realized, one doesn't deserve a genuine friendship, like the one i gave to him, if he's going to act in such a ridiculous way. He knows that too.. He's told me on occasion he knows he doesn't deserve someone like me in his lifeAs a person, i stood behind him 110% alwaysAnd...Whatever. This sucks.I found a picture of us when i was goin through shit last night, it was weird, i hadnt come across it for a few months, and there it wasAnywayAnything ending is hardespecially a friendshipEven when i know i should have ended this friendship long ago.. i have someone who makes me happier then i ever though possibleHe completely has my heart, hes amazing, im very lucky.But as for ryI'd like to think he'll change his attitude sooner or laterOr atleast grow up, he's 25 not 10But I give up.The end.