Its been a while..

So todd called me last night, kept me laughing my ass off. He tends to have that effect on me, ha and told me i have to update this bitch :) So i am.. 26 days of class left.. too bad they seem like they are never ending.. but seriously. Schools got to be the biggest joke lately: Everything and anything seems to be due within the next 3 weeks, which has got me stressing out, tons. Whats up with this crappy weather, yesterday was like 80 and gorgeous... last night even, was perfect. I was a dork and sat outside with Carrie for a while, talking about anything and everything. Its cool to catch up with people.. seems like none of us has a minute to sit still lately, so that was cool. And yeah, wake up this morning and its a good 30 degrees colder and raining.. i swearthats chicago for you =/Another thing, Ryan and i stopped talking , completely. Great huh? yeah that sucks ass. Considering hes a very close friend of mine, Whatever, I found out i only put up with so much =/ i just got sick of it.New Orleans.... in a month and a half.. I cannot tell you how much im looking forward to that. I get to be with one of my favorite people in the world <3 So yeah, fun times, be jealous. ..I've also been kinda distant lately and when i get stressed i tend to do that, yeah i suck sometimes so if ive been that way to you, i apologize, seriously.

Wow..I ha...

Wow..I havent written in awhile.. Today, Paiges birthday. Haha god i love that girl, seriously -- im ridiculously lucky to have the amazing friends i have, let alone my really close girl friends. Not many people have what i have. I consider myself privilaged. Anyway.. we took her out to lunch, then headed over to Patricks tonight. It was a ridiculousy chill night, and it was something that was needed. Patrick was wearing his.. steve maddens.. mm i was like "robbie has those" his were blue/grey . Lol at everyone noticing, robbies thought about every 2 seconds. fyi patrick ive known for like 9285 years and is like my brother, hes amazing.seriously.Anyway, i gotta be up early in the a.m. Christines picking me up-Gotta make a starbucks run if i want to attempt to keep my eyes open =/. What a weekend, seriously... genuinely happy, is exactly what i am. And hey.. i'm in love with an amazing guy, so what could be better?. .... g'night<3

Spring Break #(@*$@#$*@% <3333

Packing... edit : attempting toI love how i wait until the last minute..Always..Tomorrow, noon, im out of here for a weekahh today accomplished nothing, seriously. Went to my first class, Ran 5 miles, then picked up the application for the beach. WTF with me having to re apply every year. I ran into Charlie (my boss) and we talked for awhile. good times.Can you tell im getting beach ready =/ god, summer hurry

Just.. Hug me

So today started off shitty- then got interesting. You know when you have a lot to do, and don't want to start? haha that was today. Spring break starts saturday, THANK GOD :) Headed down to s. florida sat at noon. come back the following saturday, going to be crazy fun- can't wait. today wasnt too exciting- class, and then txt messaged angel all day, lol we stalk eachother, yes.Went tanning tonight, its weird, i always look like ive been somewhere BEFORE i go on vacation.. i take base tan to the extreme. ha- anyway. I walk in there, and Logan was working. Ok. Think Ryan Seacrest american idol/surfer, dirty blonde hair, blue eyes, too tan, but ridiculously good looking. Yeah thats him, anyway we get to talking (wtf is up with me going there to tan, and spending an extra hour =/ sidetracked) and this guy walks in, and keeps looking at me as logan and asks if my name is Riley. Riley? thats my dogs name ;) but i tell him no, and he says i look like her, he met her xmas break. blah blah.. and then out of no where, Logan comes over, and grabs my left hand. Takes off the ring he wears on his thumb, and slides it on my ring finger, and goes " sorry, shes mine" The guy kinda laughs, but logan like keeps his eyes on the guy. I'm stanging there extremely confused. Anyway, the guy takes off. Logan explains to me that the guys pretty shady ( all we were doing was talking!!!)So finally i tan - and as im leaving Logan hands me a piece of paper as i walk out." Don't i wish you were mine, have a great spring break with your girls call me when you get back"and his cell #. So i turn around and through the window hes smiling, it was kinda cute on his part, dontcha think? Anyway. Todd called tonight, mm drinking. haha i swear hes the definition of a genuine friend,kept me laughing my ass off. Things are just crazy around here, a week away will be awesome =/ Right now im working on a paper, and i have to cite the literature.. ah and it has to be perfect, too bad its taking WAY TOO LONG. And on another note: with all thats going on in Kuwait/Iraq- Can't help but think about everyone over there. This is the only thing lately thats really caught my attention. Well ok, the worlds attention. But seriously, people putting their lives on the line, for the country. Major respect. Ian and i had a huge conversation about that a few days ago... its intense. Keep them in your prayers. With all that, im out. Haha going to finish this bitch of a paper <33 Dream Sweet. ILU

Haha ok, quiz...

Haha ok, quizzila is mildly entertaing, ive been laughing my ass off for awhile. ooooh-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Whichmeans you're rare or that you cheated :P You'rethe kind of chick that can hang out with yourboyfriend's friends and be silly. You don'tcare about presents or about going to fancyplaced. Hell, just hang out. You're just happybeing around your boyfriend. What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? brought to you by QuizillaHaha ok. werd.you bet thats the truth ;) but what is up with the scary anime chick O_oIts raining.. Went for a run in it earlierI love it.Harassing Angel with txt messages, haha 1/2 of them won't send. GAHAnyway i think im going to go pick up the pictures from Fri night<3 Peace

edit. Ian...

edit. Ian called today, my cell rang during dinner, and i almost choked. He hasnt been shipped out.They've been out doing field drills and all that, what a relief to hear his voice :)but yeah SeriouslyThis is getting ridiculous...My mom and I don't get along at all. I guess without a husband around, its hard doing it all. I can't imagine being in her place. I just miss him so much sometimes =/ especially when i get upset, he always knew what to do, and i could talk to him. I never had that kind of relationship with my mom. I was such daddys little girl. And now.. everythings so forced. I know she loves me.. just. See im the one, always " i love you mom" or giving her hugs. B/c im affectionate like that, shes not that way at all. Its a push and pull. I guess our relationship will never be exactly what i want.. And i have to be okay with that. Like today.. She went crazy. no literally, and its like i get blamed for all the issues in her life. its just.. ridiculous. Oh and shes NEVER wrong.. in her eyes. so that doesn't make things any easier. I do love that woman to death <3 When i think of strength, class, and beauty- i immediately picture my mother. Anyway, enough bitching. Did some shopping today. Pre spring break ( GOD I cant wait to haul ass out of here) Haha Abercrombie.. the shorts.. let me just say. literally , they are 2 inches long. And im talking EVERY single pair in the store. They look cute as hell on. But hi, do i want a tan ass cheek showing when i walk down the street. haha exactly, NO. But i got a lot.. almost too much today ;) 4 days... im counting down the hours.. literally.. Ah and i missed real world tonight. damn GAH Trish(trash)-chelle and steven.. ahh reruns.g'night. I love you all.dream sweet

wow, this isn't cool

Ahh I hate being like everyone else and getting all "Emo" about this warBut when you have a friend, that could be shipped out, you realize how scary it is. So i called Ian today.. And there was a message on his cell. They are on 2 hour. So they are probably being briefed about everything. and yeah. I hope his ass doesn't leave. Most of them at Ft.Bragg have left...=/God. This suckson a lighter note. Ever so sure of something? yeah . Robbies amazing.

Kiss me I'm Irish

St. Patricks dayCheck this. Jeans, and a lil green shirt that says "everyone loves an irish girl" shamrock sticker on the ass of my jeans, and a tiny one, on the corner of my eye. Irish pride :) haha even though i dont look remotely irish, dark hair, tan. Mmm i am. Anyway. Chris picked me up after class and spun me around. that fucker, lol spinnie rides and my tummy dont mix, therefore, that wasn't cool either. Then there was a note the Jeep from the Kappa Alpha boys. Haha i <3 them. And today was soo gorgeous. wow... can it stay like this everyday? Too bad it makes class 10 x's harder to sit in when its so nice out. Brought my camera to class, should have those soon, yay. Wtf with this weather making everyone in a more pleasent mood.haha including myself. Ahh FYI Robbie i <3 you... <3 Midterms are over, thank god.. now i just get the grades back.. haha ....that should be interesting.PS .. how great is Angel? Amazing, seriously. After talking to him last night, my stomach hurt from laughing..mmmmkay. Baha hes great.Best of luck to him and Mellysah that boys got a heart of gold. How sweet is this? seriously---> On another note, I met Ana two days ago ( RowdyOne on FTJ ) and that girl just blows me away in all sorts of different ways. I laughed so much with her last night I called her before I talked to Melyssah and after for a little bit. God, I havent laughed that much in such a long time. It was something I needed severly. I look way forward to talking to her a lore more =D I also started talking to Cassi ( Seskibish on FTJ ) and she's fucking hilarious to. I've been meeting so many new wonderful people, I love it! =D Just yeah :) Hes awesome, kick ass friend, say what? its true.

Just..yeah

Wtf at me being ridiculously tired. Wow..Im get all cranky and emo when im tired Shiiiiit. Midterms this week have been brutal, literally.. =/ Anyway tonight was pretty cool- headed into the city, to Blu. It was so gorgeous today- and the first time in awhile we could cruise with the windows open, and the sky was clear.. stars were out.soo nice. I need summer to be here, now. Carrie drove.. ok, let me say when ever we drive with her, its funny as hell, not to mention there were four of us + Liz who has got to be the loudest chick i have ever come across.. no really. So i'm kinda leaning against the window talking to carrie and she shrieks a lil bit, and i'm like "what?" i turn and look out the window, and theres this guy on a bike, just staring in my window. He gets in front of us, then back to my side. Ok At this point, im like on the floor of her explorer. Whatever, =/ shady. We get to Blu, Ty ( my ex) works the door, he let us in. I wasnt about to wait in line..no, not because im a crazy prissy bitch- See i think coats are over rated, there fore never wear one. Yeah ok. even when its like -20. Everyone thinks im ridiculous. But hey.. Anyway--Beau was tending bar .. I haven't seen him since August, he was in LA for a bit. GOD i miss that kid - it was so good to see him.Mmmm The rest of the night was pretty typical, until we ran into some chick i have class with and her boyfriend. Funny how i sat there telling my girls her whole crazy relationship, and they are like ' how the hell do you know this' Um hi, ..the bathroom. Girls understand that, guys don't. You go to pee, but you walk out with like 23235 new stories, and everyones oh so dramatic lives.. gah. It was funny. I'm home, in my jammies, drinkin my apple juice, i love it. Juice reminds me of bein lil or something. Mm tonight i realized i have the most kick ass girl friends ever... I love them to death.. <33 G'night, Dream Sweet