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New Orleans was ..long storyRobbie woke up at 3 am saturday .bloodno more details needed.bottom line something was very wrongbacktrack.. For those of you that didnt know, the week before he got severe alcohol poisoning and was hospitalized for dehydration and all that. fun shit.. =/He still wasnt feeling well later on in the week.. so saturday morning its decided he needs to see a doctor.. he then tells him he could have a kidney infection and that he needed to go to the hospital. ( not quite the weekend we planned) So he punches a wall b/c he's pissed and ends up breaking his hand also. So... After he got to the hospital it was found out that he would need surgery to flush his kidney out.Anyway he didnt want me to see him like that, so we both cried ..together... for while.. a lot came out through this..:(He goes " You are the best thing to ever happen to me" that made me cry 10x harder..A lot of realizations on my parteh i don't know, i really realized just how much i love himWhen i least expect it,its always reconfirmed and so strongly And with him..Its never like i fear about us ending or even think about it.just growing.Its a day at a time with us <3 robbietreats me better than i think i've ever been treated. and for some reason, i don't feel like i deserve it, b/c i'm not used to it. he brings out something in me i never felt before. something i never knew... like i feel more whole b/c of him.I'm so not this sappy, and hes such a hardasswhats happening to us..Anyway.. I rebook my flight home for a day earlier (sunday) b/c he didnt want me to see him sick n hurting ( though believe me i OBJECTED until the last goodbye )So he had the surgery sunday Is in the hospital until saturdayGod its rough..I miss himI want to go back down there, but work starts.Hes supposed to be up here with me for the summer on sunday , but thats not happening for obvious reasonsso he'll probably get up here in 2-3 weeksUnexpected hurdlesYou just gotta deal i guessSo yeah.My gimp boyfriend. Broken hand and stitches in his side, lol poor thing.But yeah, hes all kinds of wonderfulI'm serious.Wow.<3So yeah. Get better Robbieand p.s. Angel, thanks for keepin me company and sane

New Orleans...

New Orleans...!!!I leave here at 4, get in at 6 ishCome home Monday nightI still have so much to doAhh!Finally i'll be with my baby <3Have a great weekend all, if you need anything at all, call.p.s todd. phone tag =/ lol ill catch you one of these days :)

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Time to updateSaw Finding Nemo 2 nights ago, seriously the cutest movie you will ever see not to mention i laughed my ass off the entire time.. go see it.k? And funny how when we went there was no one under the age of 18, haha I got mail today from Ian...He's a friend of mine i met on the plane this past valentines day, hes originally from an hour north of here, but hes stationed in NC.. and now NY. So it was good to hear from him. Hes coming home in September, so i finally get to see him again. fun. No really, hes fun as hellIn other news..Robbie got alcohol poisioning...badThis was Friday night.. he didnt get to the hospital until monday.. @%@#@#%@ Then we thought to cancel my trip down therewhich would have been a pain in the ass considering the hotel is prepaid for $700. And the plane ticket ( note: I cant cancel the hotel anyway) some rule they have, i would have to pay the full 700 which is ridiculous.But hes slowly getting better..really dehydrated..sleepin a lot..so i AM goin, i get in there at 530 tomorrow..And its just going to be a chill weekend, a lot of doing nothing, which im fine withJust as long as i have him, i'm happySo bein the last minute person i am..I have clothes covering my floor, and still so much to go get, and doHelp? Ha ;)Its freakin beautiful outside.. starting to finally feel like June...yay <3Im outside,too pretty to be inLater.

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Tornado Warning.We're on the lake, so supposedly they hit more main land, but im looking out the window and its raining so hard i can't see a thing. To us Illinois people, this is remotely exciting. Sad huh.I was supposed to go back down to Whitestar tonight.. but i gotta be up early, and if i was hungover itd make things worse. So im home... fun I start our guard training tomorrow. So my days shot .Pool from 8 am to 5. Doing this every year gets a little repetative and everyones so cranky and tired when we're done, but i guess its good that we all really know what we're doing.Anyone else not want to work this summer? School i need to pay for partly, so its something i have to do .Cash flow is needed. Then again this is only 7.50 an hour, but we're outside so i can't complain.Busy week next weekCrazy how time has flown bySeriously, its mind blowing lately. Everything seems to be moving so quickly. I want things to slow down a bit. New Orleans in exactly a week. Anxious? my god. This has been something we've been waiting months for.. so yeah <3 Finally.p.s. This is becoming ridiculously trendy in Lj's but i like itLJ Barcode

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So im seriously photoshop illiterate =/Dude this is awfulI have the final "Artistic Autobiography" due tomorrow at 2And one part of it has to be photoshopand its gonna be rough.Edit: If i havent talked/called you in awhile, its because of finals, and this ridiculous final project. I'm alive, promise.Friday.. I'm done.And i cannot tell you what relief that isIts been a long yearA lot to do academicallySo its nice that its thisclose to bein overNot to mention a huge weight has been lifted off my shouldersOoooh I got my AA miles in the mail..got 5,000 extra, anyone want me to come visit?hahaSpeaking of... 16 days until I'm in New Orleans w/Robbie.Sorry.. im very much looking forward to that.He gets to put up with me ALL summer.poor guy =/ ;)Anyway, I gotta get back to work on all this..But i realized somethin about a certain someone i wrote about a few entries downI don't miss his friendship at all.Sounds so cynical and evilBut its not at allAnyway, just a realizationHope all is well

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Haha LMAO you should see me right now, ice like tied around my head oh so hot.Anyway.. got my wisdom teeth out today..Supposedly i talked to the docter afterwardswalked to my moms car and talked to her on the way homesat down in our kitchenand then went upstairsbut i dont remember ANY of that..I remember was lying down in the chair, and they told me to close my eyesAnd then wtf the next minute i wake up in my bedHaha its not that bad.. just a lil bloodIt doesnt hurt.. yet, so im happy (haha im drugged up, thats probably why )been usin the past hour to buy clothes onlineanyone else do that when their bored?Watch me not remember what the hell i ordered tomorrow amha but whateverA few of my girls are stoppin by in a bitThen i'm headed Back to bed, just took my Vicodin.Call me if you want, believe me , im bored