Mittwoch, 16. Januar 2008

Sup.



New Orleans was ..long storyRobbie woke up at 3 am saturday .bloodno more details needed.bottom line something was very wrongbacktrack.. For those of you that didnt know, the week before he got severe alcohol poisoning and was hospitalized for dehydration and all that. fun shit.. =/He still wasnt feeling well later on in the week.. so saturday morning its decided he needs to see a doctor.. he then tells him he could have a kidney infection and that he needed to go to the hospital. ( not quite the weekend we planned) So he punches a wall b/c he's pissed and ends up breaking his hand also. So... After he got to the hospital it was found out that he would need surgery to flush his kidney out.Anyway he didnt want me to see him like that, so we both cried ..together... for while.. a lot came out through this..:(He goes " You are the best thing to ever happen to me" that made me cry 10x harder..A lot of realizations on my parteh i don't know, i really realized just how much i love himWhen i least expect it,its always reconfirmed and so strongly And with him..Its never like i fear about us ending or even think about it.just growing.Its a day at a time with us <3 robbietreats me better than i think i've ever been treated. and for some reason, i don't feel like i deserve it, b/c i'm not used to it. he brings out something in me i never felt before. something i never knew... like i feel more whole b/c of him.I'm so not this sappy, and hes such a hardasswhats happening to us..Anyway.. I rebook my flight home for a day earlier (sunday) b/c he didnt want me to see him sick n hurting ( though believe me i OBJECTED until the last goodbye )So he had the surgery sunday Is in the hospital until saturdayGod its rough..I miss himI want to go back down there, but work starts.Hes supposed to be up here with me for the summer on sunday , but thats not happening for obvious reasonsso he'll probably get up here in 2-3 weeksUnexpected hurdlesYou just gotta deal i guessSo yeah.My gimp boyfriend. Broken hand and stitches in his side, lol poor thing.But yeah, hes all kinds of wonderfulI'm serious.Wow.<3So yeah. Get better Robbieand p.s. Angel, thanks for keepin me company and sane


New Orleans...


New Orleans...!!!I leave here at 4, get in at 6 ishCome home Monday nightI still have so much to doAhh!Finally i'll be with my baby <3Have a great weekend all, if you need anything at all, call.p.s todd. phone tag =/ lol ill catch you one of these days :)