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Time to updateSaw Finding Nemo 2 nights ago, seriously the cutest movie you will ever see not to mention i laughed my ass off the entire time.. go see it.k? And funny how when we went there was no one under the age of 18, haha I got mail today from Ian...He's a friend of mine i met on the plane this past valentines day, hes originally from an hour north of here, but hes stationed in NC.. and now NY. So it was good to hear from him. Hes coming home in September, so i finally get to see him again. fun. No really, hes fun as hellIn other news..Robbie got alcohol poisioning...badThis was Friday night.. he didnt get to the hospital until monday.. @%@#@#%@ Then we thought to cancel my trip down therewhich would have been a pain in the ass considering the hotel is prepaid for $700. And the plane ticket ( note: I cant cancel the hotel anyway) some rule they have, i would have to pay the full 700 which is ridiculous.But hes slowly getting better..really dehydrated..sleepin a lot..so i AM goin, i get in there at 530 tomorrow..And its just going to be a chill weekend, a lot of doing nothing, which im fine withJust as long as i have him, i'm happySo bein the last minute person i am..I have clothes covering my floor, and still so much to go get, and doHelp? Ha ;)Its freakin beautiful outside.. starting to finally feel like June...yay <3Im outside,too pretty to be inLater.

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Tornado Warning.We're on the lake, so supposedly they hit more main land, but im looking out the window and its raining so hard i can't see a thing. To us Illinois people, this is remotely exciting. Sad huh.I was supposed to go back down to Whitestar tonight.. but i gotta be up early, and if i was hungover itd make things worse. So im home... fun I start our guard training tomorrow. So my days shot .Pool from 8 am to 5. Doing this every year gets a little repetative and everyones so cranky and tired when we're done, but i guess its good that we all really know what we're doing.Anyone else not want to work this summer? School i need to pay for partly, so its something i have to do .Cash flow is needed. Then again this is only 7.50 an hour, but we're outside so i can't complain.Busy week next weekCrazy how time has flown bySeriously, its mind blowing lately. Everything seems to be moving so quickly. I want things to slow down a bit. New Orleans in exactly a week. Anxious? my god. This has been something we've been waiting months for.. so yeah <3 Finally.p.s. This is becoming ridiculously trendy in Lj's but i like itLJ Barcode

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So im seriously photoshop illiterate =/Dude this is awfulI have the final "Artistic Autobiography" due tomorrow at 2And one part of it has to be photoshopand its gonna be rough.Edit: If i havent talked/called you in awhile, its because of finals, and this ridiculous final project. I'm alive, promise.Friday.. I'm done.And i cannot tell you what relief that isIts been a long yearA lot to do academicallySo its nice that its thisclose to bein overNot to mention a huge weight has been lifted off my shouldersOoooh I got my AA miles in the mail..got 5,000 extra, anyone want me to come visit?hahaSpeaking of... 16 days until I'm in New Orleans w/Robbie.Sorry.. im very much looking forward to that.He gets to put up with me ALL summer.poor guy =/ ;)Anyway, I gotta get back to work on all this..But i realized somethin about a certain someone i wrote about a few entries downI don't miss his friendship at all.Sounds so cynical and evilBut its not at allAnyway, just a realizationHope all is well

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Haha LMAO you should see me right now, ice like tied around my head oh so hot.Anyway.. got my wisdom teeth out today..Supposedly i talked to the docter afterwardswalked to my moms car and talked to her on the way homesat down in our kitchenand then went upstairsbut i dont remember ANY of that..I remember was lying down in the chair, and they told me to close my eyesAnd then wtf the next minute i wake up in my bedHaha its not that bad.. just a lil bloodIt doesnt hurt.. yet, so im happy (haha im drugged up, thats probably why )been usin the past hour to buy clothes onlineanyone else do that when their bored?Watch me not remember what the hell i ordered tomorrow amha but whateverA few of my girls are stoppin by in a bitThen i'm headed Back to bed, just took my Vicodin.Call me if you want, believe me , im bored

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MM interesting day...Robbie and i got in a huge argument last night, which was wonderful (sarcasm) I was kinda down all day about that, and we have still yet to talk.. so i don't know whats goin' on with all that. Basically i questioned something, and that got him upsetDrove my little sister to St.Charles for her damn equestrian competition. The whole trip took 6 hours.. Check this.. an hour into it she tells me she forgot the most important thing, her riding jacket.. so i had to turn around and drive home. =/ HAHA i wasn't happy. But when she got there and saw her horse and all that , she was happy. Tonight was chill, went out to dinner with my mom, we hadn't done that in forever so it was nice to talk.. her and i don't get along too well, but lately we're doin alright.Wisdom teeth out tomorrow... mm im scared to death of the dentist, so this should be interesting, haha he gave me 4 zanax's to take an hour before my appt. hopefully that will relax me a bit.Anyway- a week left of class <333 then relief.Have a great weekend allI Love You

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I don't even know where to start with this entry, i don't at all. Ok so everyone think of the most jealous guy you know O_o got him in mind?K.Anyway. Ryan and i stopped talking again. Forever, this time.If you know our history, cool, then you know what i'm talking about, if not. then.. you won't get this.I'm just hurt. I have an amazing guy in my life, and the kid cannot be happy for me. Instead he gets so jealous, and so rude. This isnt the first time either, i was sick of it months ago.. But last night... I realized, one doesn't deserve a genuine friendship, like the one i gave to him, if he's going to act in such a ridiculous way. He knows that too.. He's told me on occasion he knows he doesn't deserve someone like me in his lifeAs a person, i stood behind him 110% alwaysAnd...Whatever. This sucks.I found a picture of us when i was goin through shit last night, it was weird, i hadnt come across it for a few months, and there it wasAnywayAnything ending is hardespecially a friendshipEven when i know i should have ended this friendship long ago.. i have someone who makes me happier then i ever though possibleHe completely has my heart, hes amazing, im very lucky.But as for ryI'd like to think he'll change his attitude sooner or laterOr atleast grow up, he's 25 not 10But I give up.The end.

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Sleeping when its storming out, is the greatest.No?Last night, went to Blu with the girls, didn't have to wait in the line , Ty was at the door. "my favorite girl is here" then let us in. He's a cool guy. Seemed like all of Chicago was out last night. Anyone else notice this?Robbie flew back to CA for his sisters graduation thurs., i'm missing him lots right now. He's surfing as we speak. Yes, i'm very jealous . Ha oh and I talked to his mom last night, shes an absolute doll. He's spending some time with his boys and the fam-I think they are glad to have him home for a bit. Linda, i'll take you up on the help girl, thanks honey <3And ANGEL, I'm so proud of you seriously, i was saved freshman year of HS, and its amazing. <3 im praying for you babes

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